How to catch sticks in a river

By Nate Reaven

I have been using a story lately to describe my summer-school teaching experience, which I believe, helps to illustrate my thoughts on whether or not I should teach middle school or high school.

There is a man in the woods, who is attempting to catch sticks in a river. I am not sure as to exactly why he is trying to catch those sticks, but it is certainly his goal. At first, he tries to catch the sticks one-by-one. Quickly, the man realizes this is an inefficient way to catch the sticks, because as he focuses his attention on one stick, and reaches out for it, another five sticks float by him, impossible to catch. Now, this man is quite enterprising. He finds all the rocks he can, some larger sticks, and other large items that can be found in the woods, and places them in the shallowest part of the river. Once the dam is completed, naturally, the sticks are easily collected, and his goal is complete.

The achievement gap is real and it is disastrous. Both statistically and anecdotally, I see the terrible nature of my students being grade levels behind their white counter-parts. Unfortunately, the gap is only going to grow wider, and when they get to high school, too many sticks will have floated by. I believe that teaching in the elementary and middle school levels, creating an excellent foundation there, will help build that dam. Focusing on high school is parallel to being that man in the river attempting to catch the sticks one at time – hard work, sometimes worthwhile, but overall, inefficient.

I begin student teaching tomorrow in an incredibly diverse high school. I will be experiencing a completely different environment than the campy – middle school environment I have experienced these last two months, and I am both nervous and anxious. How will I catch as many sticks as I possibly can?

The Beauty of TFA

by Garrett Hedman

Throughout all of institute, Teach for America has taught me a lot about being a teacher: management policies, incentive systems, lesson planning, and diversity awareness. Many of these tools TFA provides help me be an outstanding teacher because when I mess up, which this past week believe me, I did, I had a vision of what my class should look like and the appropriate tools of how to get there. However, even with all this knowledge TFA has bestowed on me, there is one gift that supersedes everything else: a community.

The first few days of school was no walk in the park. Ninety minutes of instruction time is not an easy allotment to keep people busy, working, and learning the whole time. Also, I’ve never worked a full day job before. The hour class I taught over the summer was wonderful, but in reality, one hour is MUCH different then a days worth of teaching. These two factors of time, the length of a class and the length of the day, had me a little uneasy the first few days. Now, although many students and myself had an enjoyable time and learned a lot, the process didn’t feel natural.

The discomfort in the situation was alleviated by my peers. That is, after a long day, twenty of us teachers gathered in a small house to talk about the stories, to talk about the troubles, and to talk about the successes of the day. Just walking into a house and seeing so many familiar faces made me feel human. As a teacher I have to be strict and constantly enforcing policy, but around friends, I could be myself.

I truly can’t imagine coming into my class, by myself, leaving, by myself, and going home in a state I hardly know. Teach for America has brought me into a challenging profession, but the support the people give me has truly helped make this challenging profession completely feasible.

I just joined. You should too.

by eric benzel

Go check out betterlesson.org

Garrett and I have had several long conversations about what might be and might not be helpful online resources for teachers. I just ran across BetterLesson.org in a post on gothamschools.org today, and after exploring a bit, I definitely think this deserves a place in the helpful category. Its organic, user driven, has a rating system similar to facebook’s ‘like’. I’m impressed by the idea. Really, someone should have thought of this a long while ago. They have over 7000 users and the gothamschools post said that users have stayed quite active, even during the summer. I’m excited to see if this can be a helpful resource during student teaching this coming fall.

So I joined today and will be working on my profile and uploading some content soon! I gave the system a whirl while designing a factoring unit for a class I’m in. There were quite a few users with empty folders that may someday contain useful factoring resources, but besides this, there were a few helpful files to look at. This seems like it will be a great space to share some of the best lessons I will come up with over the next several years.

Downside: They don’t have a category for education students in the registration process. Which means I had to lie, pretending to be a 9th and 10th grade geometry teacher at the ‘other’ school in my 10032 zipcode. I hope the BetterLesson czars will forgive me.

An observation irony.

by eric benzel

Peer observation can be a powerful thing. I had an experience this last week that gave me a little hope for student teaching this fall, and I thought I’d share it here.

My classmates and I have been observing summer school sessions in a couple different middle and high schools throughout the city. This particular morning, several of us had the chance to observe two different teachers teaching algebra review for students who had failed the regents.

The first teacher we observed was turned out to be a NY Teaching Fellow who was teaching for the first time in these summer classes. This was slightly ironic since 1) we are also in the first summer of our program and 2) she was much better than the second veteran teacher we saw. It must have been a little intimidating having some random students from another university observing your first teaching experience (even though we were there mostly to observe the school)!

I wanted to tell this story because it was clear, watching these two teachers, how much passion and preparation matter in teaching. The NY Fellow had a thought out lesson, seemed comfortable and prepared, was excited to be there that morning, and had an overabundance of energy. Her students left the class noticeably more confident and prepared. There were clear expectations and goals hung up in the room and the class knew what they were learning during the lesson. The second, vet teacher we watched seemed underprepared, was shaky on the math she was teaching, and obviously thought that lunch time couldn’t have come sooner. My guess is that this teacher would be phenomenal if she would have been dedicated to the class that morning. I left the school more inspired by the NY Fellow in her second week of teaching than the 5th year teacher.

This peer observation, seeing a first time teacher succeeding, helps me feel better about teaching this fall. Like Janessa so wonderfully shared last week, we all are going to fail at times this coming year. Seeing the fellow teach though helped me remember how important passion, dedication, and preparation are in effective teaching. I made sure to let the fellow know that we thought she did really well teaching, and I hope it was a chance for her to be affirmed in the middle of all her hard work. There is an energy and dedication in the first years of teaching that some teachers sadly seem to lose.

Lets keep reminding each other throughout the year when our hard work does pay off! We all need a little hope now and then:-) I think that is one strength of being in cohort type programs: we have the chance to watch and help each other grow.

Last Post

This will be my last post…

…until I am reporting as an official teacher.

In five short days, I will be embarking on an adventure that has been waiting in my soul for four years.

I’ve spent this week in inservice meetings, cleaning the classroom, and preparing activities for the first week.

The room is set up. Copies are made. Children are registered.

Am I ready?

Countdown to teacherdom: 5 days.

Step Up

By Garrett Hedman

I’m here to inspire students to become learners, and starting Wednesday, I will be a full time inspirer. I’m going to center my class around the theme of “One Step”, and to explain the theme I will say this poem I wrote a year ago. I hope you enjoy!

One Step

It’s when you see a baby—a bluberous, bulge of a being
Making the effort to go against all odds and conquer the pull of the earth
To reach the first step
The step that makes people cheer because the baby
Stepped into a new way of life.

It’s when you see hero—an American story, an American legend
Who captivates the attention of millions of people across the nation to go to a place beyond all imagination—the moon.
To take one small step for man kind.

It’s when you see a stranger—a dirty, society claimed outcast
who is the only one that sees a friend out cold on the ground
so he takes a step of desperation and 10 more into a run to help the rejected
A step to help an invisible man.

It’s when you see a man take one step forward and bow down on his knee
To look at his partner in the eyes and see the future ahead of him
To see that love conquers all
After a step forward is taken.

Whether it’s a dancers beat of life or a baseball player’s step to the plate
A step can be the start of change, a start of something new
And to only wonder what steps could have been taken, haven’t been taken, will be taken
By me, by you

I Get Knocked Down…But I Get Up Again

I had my very first crash and burn moment as a teacher last week.

And, technically, I’m not even a teacher yet.

I’ve taken the last week to reflect and ponder about my utter failure in the classroom.

Last Wednesday I was reviewing morning work with 75 6th grade students. Most of the problems were multiple-step math equations, so the constructivist in me instructed students to explain how they arrived at their answers. The very last question for the students was a proportions equation that asked students to estimate how many inches, meters, or yards a given length in feet would be. The question had four very complex answers, so I asked the students to practice eliminating the incorrect answers. Students were pretty confused, so I figured that clearly the best thing to do would be to have one of them try to answer it on the board in front of the rest of the group. Needless to say, the student was thoroughly confused, which also confused me, causing me to forget how to answer the question. After babbling for a good minute, I ducked out and asked the regular teacher to show the students how to answer the question.

Sigh.

What happened to me?

I’ve taught before.

Quite a bit, in fact.

I feel confident in front of students.

I normally recover quickly when I make mistakes in front of the kids.

I’m fun, for heaven’s sake!

So what did I do wrong?

Reflecting back on this experience in the classroom, when I found myself in a complete rut, I completely panicked. My nerves overtook me and I couldn’t find my words. Partially, I was nervous teaching for the first time in front of a group of teachers who already knew what they were doing. Partially, I was nervous teaching in front of my MTR colleagues who I assumed expected me to be good. Partially, I was surprised by not catching my mistake quickly and fixing my error, and the element of surprise threw off my ability to recover.

After I humbly walked back to my seat at the side of the room, my thoughts were racing. I’m never going to be good at this. I’m so stupid. Why didn’t I do it right? What if the students walk away from my class less smart than they came in? Can I really do this job?

As I was reflecting on my initial panicked thoughts, I realized that this was the first time in the classroom that I utterly failed. While working at Breakthrough and at MESA, I had made mistakes before and said wrong things that I had to later correct, but this was actually the first time that teaching was really hard for me.

So, THAT’S what it feels like! The feeling of overwhelming insecurity. The feeling that you’ll never be able to do your job right. The feeling that your students are on the tipping point of overtaking you.

That’s it.

Despite the fact that I made a huge blunder in front of my fellow residents, professional teachers, and a myriad of 12 year olds, my confidence was only temporarily shaken. I know that I have so much to learn before I am an excellent teacher for every student in my classes.  I’ll probably continue to fail in certain ways, but I am confident that those failures will only make me stronger and wiser.

Being humbled really hurts. But being humbled also causes you to grow.

T-Minus 12 days until my first official class!

Another perspective on the Common Core Standards

By Nate Reaven

As a contrast to lovely counterpart on the east coast, I too, am going to discuss the Common Core standards recently approved in nearly half the states across the country (and counting). I will provide a similar warning, and say that I too, am a rookie teacher, and so my thoughts, opinions, and beliefs are all malleable. You can talk me into changing my mind on nearly all these points.

1) Common Core CAN HELP fix the national standards problem: Eric brings up an interesting point here. Namely that these standards are unacceptable because of their complete glossing-over of such classes as history, art, music, physical health, languages, and computer science. While I 100% completely agree that these subjects need to be taught in the classroom, I believe that, because of an infinitesimal amount of political, emotional, and ethnic differences, the education community needs to prioritize. My belief is that, without question, math and reading are the two most important subjects in school. When a student does not know how to read, they will not succeed. Beginning in third grade a student switches from learning how to read and transitions to using their reading to learn. This is why as Hilary Clinton said, “There are states in our country who actually plan how many prison beds they will need by looking at third grade reading scores. They look at the failure rates and they extrapolate how many prison spots they’re going to need in 10 to 15 years.”  Math is a similar foundation for the rest of learning. Without math, students are unable to understand science, computer science, and engineering – any of the hard sciences. These two subjects are the basis and foundation to nearly all of our academic learning as students. This is not an argument for staying satisfied with these two subjects, but instead an argument to not nitpick because we haven’t reached the other subjects yet.

2) Common Core CAN improve the current testing situation: While I agree with Eric here, that the current testing practices need to be rethought, I do not agree with him in the how. I believe that ideally, we as teachers, should want to teach to the test. If we as teachers taught to the test, it would mean that the skills the test is assessing are acceptable, they’re meaningful, and give the students the best possible chance of success once they have finished high school. I don’t really care if my students will walk away loving Romeo and Juliet or not, (okay, I care a little), as long as they know how to write well, and are able to think about what they’re reading. Why should that not be our goal as teachers – to give our students the best possible chance at success? And so, I think these standards while not the highest in the country (that would be Massachusetts), certainly hold a large part of our country more accountable – the states with the lowest standards. True testing is based on arbitrary cutoffs, true they are politically manipulated, true four-hour long multiple choice tests were never, ever, ever a good idea. But creating a clear, common standards system can at the very least move us in the right direction of creating an assessment which the entire country can be based upon. How is that not a good thing?

3) Common core CAN affect classrooms in a positive way: Here, Eric and I agree in every way. As I mentioned earlier, I believe that we should want to teach to the test, because that means the test is assessing the skills that we want to give to our students. Historically, students have received vastly different levels of education not only from school to school – but from classroom to classroom. This is unacceptable. Creating a consensus amongst the standards is crucial if we are going to stop large disparities from continuing in our schools (well that, and an infinitely smaller summer break).

4) Common core CAN lead to a more unified reform of education: Again, Eric and I agree. Because the United States is such a melting pot, it is often difficult to find consensus in anything. Democrat or Republican? Gay Marriage? Edward or Jacob? It’s intense! And so, if the country is able to agree on anything at all, we should all celebrate. When we as a country find such a large consensus on something as controversial as educational standards – well that is on par with Moses parting the sea – it just does not happen. If these standards can become more accepted amongst the education community (specifically teachers), the possibilities (sorry for the cliché) are endless.

I too am excited about these standards. I think that they offer great hope to the education community – but far more specifically – to the students who will be affected by them the most. These standards are nowhere close to the final step, but at least we are going in the right direction.

Gotta Teach ‘em All

Pokemon: TFA style- Pokemon2
Substitution: A Math Song- Substitution

“I want to be the very best like no one ever was.”
Words of inspiration…
Words capturing the heart of the TFA institute…
Words of the hit TV series and trading card game Pokemon.

On the last night of institute, Ryan Driscoll, a Teach for American corps member who goes by the name Frodo, and myself stayed up until 1am capturing the memories of institute on a CD to give as a gift to our advisor.  Two of the songs on the CD can be found above.  (One is a TFA rendition of the Pokemon Theme Song.  The other is a song Ryan created for his Algebra class.)  As I sat in the dorms of DSU, I was overwhelmed by the vast number of defining moments that made up my inauguration into the field of education. To give everyone a broad representation of Garrett’s TFA institute, I will share a few, overarching sample tracks of the institute.

Track 1: Beautiful, Intelligent People

This topic is inevitable, personal, and undeniable—institute love.  Let me make this simple, I have never seen so many beautiful, intelligent people in my life.

However, it’s a sad departure.  Many people that I connected with so well, so quickly, I may never see again.  It’s weird to think that if I had grown up with some of these people, I guarantee we would have been life long friends.  But with teaching at the forefront of our minds and friendships second, many relationships that could have been wonderful will be left for fate to reunite us.

Track 2: Management

Teach for America instructs teachers to use Lee Cantor’s method of classroom management.  The three main takeaways to his method that I picked up are setting expectations, using behavioral narration (this involves repeating expectations by narrating the behavior of students that are following your expectations; e.g., “I see Janice is reading her book quietly”), and issuing consequences.  Having that my class dwindled from eight students to two by the end of the year, I did not really get to practice these methods, so a group of teachers role-played a disruptive class for me to practice on.

I entered the class stating my expectations.

“Alright class, feet on the floor eyes tracking me.  This will let me know that you want to learn.  That you’ve got a fire for chemistry.”

At this point the “disruptive ones” started their antics.  One girl was falling asleep, another was texting, a third was fixing her hair, a fourth was complaining about the material that I was teaching, and while I tried to use the three methods and remain my positive and optimistic self, I cracked.

As I was explaining a review of oxidation numbers,
“I don’t get it.”
“Okay, let’s look at the periodic table.  Hmm, there’s not one here.  Let’s just imagine you have a periodic table.”
“I still don’t get it.”
“We’ll work on this later.”
Failure.

“Kris, can you please stop fixing your hair, so I can know you’re paying attention.”
“I’m paying attention.”
“Maybe, but no one fixes their hair for five minutes!”
Failure.

“Give me the phone.”
“No.”
“This is your first consequence.  Give me the phone.”
“No.”
“Okay, you can give me the phone or leave.”
“I’ll leave.”
Then the student exited the class.
Failure.

If there’s one weakness I have, it’s management.  If there is one thing a class needs to be successful, it may very well be management.  Lee Cantor, I need some help.

Track 3: The End

At 5pm on the last day of institute, myself and 50 some TFA teachers of Ruleville summer school entered the Bologna Arts Center at DSU for the closing ceremonies.  We marched together with pride.

The leader, “Hey Ruleville where you at?”
The response, “Right here.”
“Then let me hear you clap!”
(clap, clap)
Together, “At Ruleville we believe (clap, clap).  Our students will achieve (clap, clap).  At Ruleville we believe (clap, clap).  Our students will achieve.  Ruleville! (clap)”

Heads turned to see our school pride as we entered the complex.  Yet, as we entered the auditorium we were just another voice drowned in the sound of school pride from all the corps members.

Here we were, beautiful, intelligent people from all over the country cheering about education.  Some would say that it stemmed from too much Kool-Aid.  Others would say its genuine excitement.  I don’t know the answer, but I do know I’m leaving proud to be a teacher.

The institute experience, overall? Transformative. The memories? Vivid.  Am I ready to teach…

Thoughts on the Common Core Standards

by eric benzel

The biggest news in the education community this week: the adoption of the common core standards has begun! (photo from http://www.corestandards.org/ state adoption tracker) As of this posting, common core has been adopted in half of the states represented on this blog (New York and Mississippi/Arkansas). Colorado and Tennessee are sure to follow once resolutions are passed in their respective legislatures and boards.

What is a teacher to think!? If you, like most of us, are caught somewhere in between the discourses of increased performance/accountability and the outcries against high-stakes testing, I think these standards have enormous implications on our teaching practice.   Here’s my thoughts about what these new Common Core Standards can and cannot do (***warning*** these are all thoughts of a rookie who is still in his pre-service program. PLEASE dispute these claims… part of this posting is for me to explore these ideas more).

  1. Common Core CANNOT fix the national standards problem: the standards are targeted (in increasingly national trend) towards two subjects: mathematics and English language arts. This is incredibly important, first of all, because these are the only two mandatory subjects tested on a national level. Immediately, this will tie the passage of the standards documents to the high-stakes funding and evaluation stipulations of No Child Left Behind. The school curriculum is much wider than the standards address. While science standards are on the horizon of common core, over half of our curriculum is excluded: science (for now), history, art, music, physical health, languages, computer science, etc… Having a standards document that focuses on the two nationally assessed content areas will again drive (perhaps undue) emphasis on these subject domains and the high stakes tests associated with them (which leads to two). As a math teacher, I appreciate the new mathematics standards. They are high quality and have a great focus on the process of math as well as the content. However, I am saddened knowing that many schools will necessarily have to focus on these standards in place of rich art curriculums or history courses in order to keep federal funding flowing. So maybe we have higher standards for math and reading within schools but we do not have higher standards for our schools.
  2. Common core CANNOT improve the current testing situation: while I agree that having well articulated, high national standards is essential in developing strong local curricula, these standards do not change testing practice. We may see a more clear alignment of standardized testing to the common standards, and with this, there may be a great connection between classroom and assessment. Still, however, our test reports will be based on arbitrary cuttoffs and politically manipulated pass-rates: these are not tied to the new higher standards. Better tests require higher funding, and if we are going to develop high quality assessments, tests that give us rich information about student and teacher performance, we are going to have to spend more than the 1% of our educational budgets allocated for testing. Multiple choice four hour tests that rely on politically determined pass rates will never be a sufficient accountability gauge for the common core standards.
  3. Common core CAN affect classrooms in a positive way: that is, if we, as professional teachers and school leaders begin to use the standards in positive ways. If schools have greater clarity and focus in math and science goals and outcomes, classroom practice can benefit in positive ways. I have looked at ways that the NCTM (National Council of Teachers of Mathematics) Standards of 89 and 2000 have shaped math education in the US. The resulting curriculum and changes in classroom practice have been widespread. My hope is that the Common Core standards can follow a similar path: improving instruction at a classroom level. This, as many in New York are discussing right now, will be a slow process and one that will take time and by-in from all levels of the system.
  4. Common core CAN lead to a more unified reform of education: Several of my courses this summer have looked at the Japanese lesson study model of reform. If you haven’t looked into this at all, please do. It is a reform movement that has started with the assumption that TEACHERS are the professionals who, in collaboration with researchers and politicians should drive classroom reform. Japan has a nationalized curriculum, and this unity has been part of what has made their slow change model effective. The development of exceptional lessons at the local level can be shared nationwide because the nation shares a common set of standards.

I am excited about the idea of the common core standards, and I believe that the math standards that were produced seem strong. However, I think we need caution in making the adoption of these standards the next fix all in our path to reform. They must be viewed as a part of many, much larger, reform progressions.