Archive for July, 2010

I Get Knocked Down…But I Get Up Again

I had my very first crash and burn moment as a teacher last week.

And, technically, I’m not even a teacher yet.

I’ve taken the last week to reflect and ponder about my utter failure in the classroom.

Last Wednesday I was reviewing morning work with 75 6th grade students. Most of the problems were multiple-step math equations, so the constructivist in me instructed students to explain how they arrived at their answers. The very last question for the students was a proportions equation that asked students to estimate how many inches, meters, or yards a given length in feet would be. The question had four very complex answers, so I asked the students to practice eliminating the incorrect answers. Students were pretty confused, so I figured that clearly the best thing to do would be to have one of them try to answer it on the board in front of the rest of the group. Needless to say, the student was thoroughly confused, which also confused me, causing me to forget how to answer the question. After babbling for a good minute, I ducked out and asked the regular teacher to show the students how to answer the question.

Sigh.

What happened to me?

I’ve taught before.

Quite a bit, in fact.

I feel confident in front of students.

I normally recover quickly when I make mistakes in front of the kids.

I’m fun, for heaven’s sake!

So what did I do wrong?

Reflecting back on this experience in the classroom, when I found myself in a complete rut, I completely panicked. My nerves overtook me and I couldn’t find my words. Partially, I was nervous teaching for the first time in front of a group of teachers who already knew what they were doing. Partially, I was nervous teaching in front of my MTR colleagues who I assumed expected me to be good. Partially, I was surprised by not catching my mistake quickly and fixing my error, and the element of surprise threw off my ability to recover.

After I humbly walked back to my seat at the side of the room, my thoughts were racing. I’m never going to be good at this. I’m so stupid. Why didn’t I do it right? What if the students walk away from my class less smart than they came in? Can I really do this job?

As I was reflecting on my initial panicked thoughts, I realized that this was the first time in the classroom that I utterly failed. While working at Breakthrough and at MESA, I had made mistakes before and said wrong things that I had to later correct, but this was actually the first time that teaching was really hard for me.

So, THAT’S what it feels like! The feeling of overwhelming insecurity. The feeling that you’ll never be able to do your job right. The feeling that your students are on the tipping point of overtaking you.

That’s it.

Despite the fact that I made a huge blunder in front of my fellow residents, professional teachers, and a myriad of 12 year olds, my confidence was only temporarily shaken. I know that I have so much to learn before I am an excellent teacher for every student in my classes.  I’ll probably continue to fail in certain ways, but I am confident that those failures will only make me stronger and wiser.

Being humbled really hurts. But being humbled also causes you to grow.

T-Minus 12 days until my first official class!

Another perspective on the Common Core Standards

By Nate Reaven

As a contrast to lovely counterpart on the east coast, I too, am going to discuss the Common Core standards recently approved in nearly half the states across the country (and counting). I will provide a similar warning, and say that I too, am a rookie teacher, and so my thoughts, opinions, and beliefs are all malleable. You can talk me into changing my mind on nearly all these points.

1) Common Core CAN HELP fix the national standards problem: Eric brings up an interesting point here. Namely that these standards are unacceptable because of their complete glossing-over of such classes as history, art, music, physical health, languages, and computer science. While I 100% completely agree that these subjects need to be taught in the classroom, I believe that, because of an infinitesimal amount of political, emotional, and ethnic differences, the education community needs to prioritize. My belief is that, without question, math and reading are the two most important subjects in school. When a student does not know how to read, they will not succeed. Beginning in third grade a student switches from learning how to read and transitions to using their reading to learn. This is why as Hilary Clinton said, “There are states in our country who actually plan how many prison beds they will need by looking at third grade reading scores. They look at the failure rates and they extrapolate how many prison spots they’re going to need in 10 to 15 years.”  Math is a similar foundation for the rest of learning. Without math, students are unable to understand science, computer science, and engineering – any of the hard sciences. These two subjects are the basis and foundation to nearly all of our academic learning as students. This is not an argument for staying satisfied with these two subjects, but instead an argument to not nitpick because we haven’t reached the other subjects yet.

2) Common Core CAN improve the current testing situation: While I agree with Eric here, that the current testing practices need to be rethought, I do not agree with him in the how. I believe that ideally, we as teachers, should want to teach to the test. If we as teachers taught to the test, it would mean that the skills the test is assessing are acceptable, they’re meaningful, and give the students the best possible chance of success once they have finished high school. I don’t really care if my students will walk away loving Romeo and Juliet or not, (okay, I care a little), as long as they know how to write well, and are able to think about what they’re reading. Why should that not be our goal as teachers – to give our students the best possible chance at success? And so, I think these standards while not the highest in the country (that would be Massachusetts), certainly hold a large part of our country more accountable – the states with the lowest standards. True testing is based on arbitrary cutoffs, true they are politically manipulated, true four-hour long multiple choice tests were never, ever, ever a good idea. But creating a clear, common standards system can at the very least move us in the right direction of creating an assessment which the entire country can be based upon. How is that not a good thing?

3) Common core CAN affect classrooms in a positive way: Here, Eric and I agree in every way. As I mentioned earlier, I believe that we should want to teach to the test, because that means the test is assessing the skills that we want to give to our students. Historically, students have received vastly different levels of education not only from school to school – but from classroom to classroom. This is unacceptable. Creating a consensus amongst the standards is crucial if we are going to stop large disparities from continuing in our schools (well that, and an infinitely smaller summer break).

4) Common core CAN lead to a more unified reform of education: Again, Eric and I agree. Because the United States is such a melting pot, it is often difficult to find consensus in anything. Democrat or Republican? Gay Marriage? Edward or Jacob? It’s intense! And so, if the country is able to agree on anything at all, we should all celebrate. When we as a country find such a large consensus on something as controversial as educational standards – well that is on par with Moses parting the sea – it just does not happen. If these standards can become more accepted amongst the education community (specifically teachers), the possibilities (sorry for the cliché) are endless.

I too am excited about these standards. I think that they offer great hope to the education community – but far more specifically – to the students who will be affected by them the most. These standards are nowhere close to the final step, but at least we are going in the right direction.

Gotta Teach ‘em All

Pokemon: TFA style- Pokemon2
Substitution: A Math Song- Substitution

“I want to be the very best like no one ever was.”
Words of inspiration…
Words capturing the heart of the TFA institute…
Words of the hit TV series and trading card game Pokemon.

On the last night of institute, Ryan Driscoll, a Teach for American corps member who goes by the name Frodo, and myself stayed up until 1am capturing the memories of institute on a CD to give as a gift to our advisor.  Two of the songs on the CD can be found above.  (One is a TFA rendition of the Pokemon Theme Song.  The other is a song Ryan created for his Algebra class.)  As I sat in the dorms of DSU, I was overwhelmed by the vast number of defining moments that made up my inauguration into the field of education. To give everyone a broad representation of Garrett’s TFA institute, I will share a few, overarching sample tracks of the institute.

Track 1: Beautiful, Intelligent People

This topic is inevitable, personal, and undeniable—institute love.  Let me make this simple, I have never seen so many beautiful, intelligent people in my life.

However, it’s a sad departure.  Many people that I connected with so well, so quickly, I may never see again.  It’s weird to think that if I had grown up with some of these people, I guarantee we would have been life long friends.  But with teaching at the forefront of our minds and friendships second, many relationships that could have been wonderful will be left for fate to reunite us.

Track 2: Management

Teach for America instructs teachers to use Lee Cantor’s method of classroom management.  The three main takeaways to his method that I picked up are setting expectations, using behavioral narration (this involves repeating expectations by narrating the behavior of students that are following your expectations; e.g., “I see Janice is reading her book quietly”), and issuing consequences.  Having that my class dwindled from eight students to two by the end of the year, I did not really get to practice these methods, so a group of teachers role-played a disruptive class for me to practice on.

I entered the class stating my expectations.

“Alright class, feet on the floor eyes tracking me.  This will let me know that you want to learn.  That you’ve got a fire for chemistry.”

At this point the “disruptive ones” started their antics.  One girl was falling asleep, another was texting, a third was fixing her hair, a fourth was complaining about the material that I was teaching, and while I tried to use the three methods and remain my positive and optimistic self, I cracked.

As I was explaining a review of oxidation numbers,
“I don’t get it.”
“Okay, let’s look at the periodic table.  Hmm, there’s not one here.  Let’s just imagine you have a periodic table.”
“I still don’t get it.”
“We’ll work on this later.”
Failure.

“Kris, can you please stop fixing your hair, so I can know you’re paying attention.”
“I’m paying attention.”
“Maybe, but no one fixes their hair for five minutes!”
Failure.

“Give me the phone.”
“No.”
“This is your first consequence.  Give me the phone.”
“No.”
“Okay, you can give me the phone or leave.”
“I’ll leave.”
Then the student exited the class.
Failure.

If there’s one weakness I have, it’s management.  If there is one thing a class needs to be successful, it may very well be management.  Lee Cantor, I need some help.

Track 3: The End

At 5pm on the last day of institute, myself and 50 some TFA teachers of Ruleville summer school entered the Bologna Arts Center at DSU for the closing ceremonies.  We marched together with pride.

The leader, “Hey Ruleville where you at?”
The response, “Right here.”
“Then let me hear you clap!”
(clap, clap)
Together, “At Ruleville we believe (clap, clap).  Our students will achieve (clap, clap).  At Ruleville we believe (clap, clap).  Our students will achieve.  Ruleville! (clap)”

Heads turned to see our school pride as we entered the complex.  Yet, as we entered the auditorium we were just another voice drowned in the sound of school pride from all the corps members.

Here we were, beautiful, intelligent people from all over the country cheering about education.  Some would say that it stemmed from too much Kool-Aid.  Others would say its genuine excitement.  I don’t know the answer, but I do know I’m leaving proud to be a teacher.

The institute experience, overall? Transformative. The memories? Vivid.  Am I ready to teach…

Thoughts on the Common Core Standards

by eric benzel

The biggest news in the education community this week: the adoption of the common core standards has begun! (photo from http://www.corestandards.org/ state adoption tracker) As of this posting, common core has been adopted in half of the states represented on this blog (New York and Mississippi/Arkansas). Colorado and Tennessee are sure to follow once resolutions are passed in their respective legislatures and boards.

What is a teacher to think!? If you, like most of us, are caught somewhere in between the discourses of increased performance/accountability and the outcries against high-stakes testing, I think these standards have enormous implications on our teaching practice.   Here’s my thoughts about what these new Common Core Standards can and cannot do (***warning*** these are all thoughts of a rookie who is still in his pre-service program. PLEASE dispute these claims… part of this posting is for me to explore these ideas more).

  1. Common Core CANNOT fix the national standards problem: the standards are targeted (in increasingly national trend) towards two subjects: mathematics and English language arts. This is incredibly important, first of all, because these are the only two mandatory subjects tested on a national level. Immediately, this will tie the passage of the standards documents to the high-stakes funding and evaluation stipulations of No Child Left Behind. The school curriculum is much wider than the standards address. While science standards are on the horizon of common core, over half of our curriculum is excluded: science (for now), history, art, music, physical health, languages, computer science, etc… Having a standards document that focuses on the two nationally assessed content areas will again drive (perhaps undue) emphasis on these subject domains and the high stakes tests associated with them (which leads to two). As a math teacher, I appreciate the new mathematics standards. They are high quality and have a great focus on the process of math as well as the content. However, I am saddened knowing that many schools will necessarily have to focus on these standards in place of rich art curriculums or history courses in order to keep federal funding flowing. So maybe we have higher standards for math and reading within schools but we do not have higher standards for our schools.
  2. Common core CANNOT improve the current testing situation: while I agree that having well articulated, high national standards is essential in developing strong local curricula, these standards do not change testing practice. We may see a more clear alignment of standardized testing to the common standards, and with this, there may be a great connection between classroom and assessment. Still, however, our test reports will be based on arbitrary cuttoffs and politically manipulated pass-rates: these are not tied to the new higher standards. Better tests require higher funding, and if we are going to develop high quality assessments, tests that give us rich information about student and teacher performance, we are going to have to spend more than the 1% of our educational budgets allocated for testing. Multiple choice four hour tests that rely on politically determined pass rates will never be a sufficient accountability gauge for the common core standards.
  3. Common core CAN affect classrooms in a positive way: that is, if we, as professional teachers and school leaders begin to use the standards in positive ways. If schools have greater clarity and focus in math and science goals and outcomes, classroom practice can benefit in positive ways. I have looked at ways that the NCTM (National Council of Teachers of Mathematics) Standards of 89 and 2000 have shaped math education in the US. The resulting curriculum and changes in classroom practice have been widespread. My hope is that the Common Core standards can follow a similar path: improving instruction at a classroom level. This, as many in New York are discussing right now, will be a slow process and one that will take time and by-in from all levels of the system.
  4. Common core CAN lead to a more unified reform of education: Several of my courses this summer have looked at the Japanese lesson study model of reform. If you haven’t looked into this at all, please do. It is a reform movement that has started with the assumption that TEACHERS are the professionals who, in collaboration with researchers and politicians should drive classroom reform. Japan has a nationalized curriculum, and this unity has been part of what has made their slow change model effective. The development of exceptional lessons at the local level can be shared nationwide because the nation shares a common set of standards.

I am excited about the idea of the common core standards, and I believe that the math standards that were produced seem strong. However, I think we need caution in making the adoption of these standards the next fix all in our path to reform. They must be viewed as a part of many, much larger, reform progressions.

How Students Learn

By Nate Reaven

I have always been a decent writer. Never exceptional, but English has always come easier to me than most students. I attribute this to a variety of things; My Ph.D. parents, a relatively high-quality education in my childhood, a passion for reading, a family and friend group that valued intelligence, hard work, and dedication to learning above everything else. As a result, I do not exactly remember how to break things down into easy-to-digest, understandable bites that will help my most struggling students.

Okay class, put your thesis statement at the end of your first paragraph.

What’s a thesis statement?

Well…uh…it’s a roadmap for what you will be talking about in the rest of your paper.

What do you mean roadmap?

You know, the way that you can tell the reader what you’ll be talking about in the story. Do you understand now?

Yes.

Really?

No.

I do not want to say that this is a conversation that I have every day with my students, because if that were true I do not think that I would be a very good teacher. I will say that my ability to break learnable skills into easy-to-digest pieces correlates directly to my ability to understand the different steps required to get from origin to completed product. The most difficult part is consciously thinking about the different steps that go into a various skill.

Take a second. How many steps go into creating a great thesis statement? Three? Four? Eight? For some kids, breaking down a great thesis statement into ten different steps is not enough times. How do I know? How do I know when the student has achieved perfection?

Perhaps the breakdown is not as important as the style of the breakdown and explanation. Perhaps it is not any of these things, and instead the visualizations, the models, and the examples are the most important part of teaching a concept or skill.

Or maybe attempting to find the silver bullet in this way is ineffective and not helpful. Instead we, as teachers, need to tailor our educational philosophies not around our personal preferences, but the learning styles of our students. If a student learns best by the systematic method, why would we continually try and explain the concept using examples, and end products without any lead-up explanation?

I believe this post has reached its pontification point, but I’ll come back to this later. Understanding the most effective way that students learn is unendingly interesting to me, and I think at the very least, worthy of many blog posts. So stay tuned, it might be worth your while.

Motivated to motivate

by Eric Benzel

Motivation was the topic of last Thursday’s teaching math seminar.

Here are some excerpts:

From book: “… you should now have the students realizing that there is a void in their knowledge. They are now motivated to learn how to find the values of trigonometric functions of angles greater than 90°.”

From class: “You can give the kids an extra credit math art project and they will blow you away! The kids really loved math doing this project.”

Really? Ok… I’ll admit that I love math. Geek flows in my in my veins, and solving math problems can be addicting. Hearing these “motivational” recommendations almost had me laughing out loud though! Can the authors of the text book really expect students to find trigonometric identities interesting just because I point out they don’t know this yet? Does the teacher (who happens to work at one of the most prestigious gifted schools in the country) expect an extra credit do whatever you feel like (with a math theme) project to motivate a normal class of students who 1) hate math and 2) have been told they aren’t good at math since they were young?

Yea, motivation is a tough subject and, to be fair, the authors of this unnamed text give lots of other, somewhat decent, suggestions. The gifted teacher was simply presenting a possible project. Yet I think the lack of student motivation is one of the most important issues we deal with. It connects to identity, classroom culture, performance, and future plans! I left the conversation deeply cynical but motivated to learn about motivation!

I don’t have the answers to this yet… so I’m making student motivation my own learning goal for the next year. (Last year I focused on learning about the research and best practices of cooperative learning). I want to be able to help an integrated algebra class love math (something the Regents can’t measure, by the way). I think that my classroom must be a place where students are motivated to work hard and learn lots!

Any places to start? Any recommendations? Here is a list of questions I’m starting to develop:

  1. What contexts are motivating for students? I don’t think ‘real world’ is enough… what are characteristics of contexts that are highly motivating for students.
  2. How to help students move beyond grade based motivation. Is standards based grading the answer? Ungraded work? What is out there?
  3. How does community fit into the motivation picture: are there class structures that not only facilitate higher interaction but also higher levels of collective motivation?
  4. Is motivation or interest something that can be tracked? Are there ways of determining my own effectiveness (other than a sense) in increasing the interest and motivation of my students?

Here are two interesting ideas that have come up in the last month. The first is a TED talk that I am obsessed with right now. The second is one of those bizzare prezi things that a friend emailed to me (my favorite recommendation: be less helpful!). Check them out and let me know if you’ve found anything good!

http://blog.ted.com/2009/08/the_surprising.php

http://prezi.com/aww2hjfyil0u/math-is-not-linear/

Memphis: At the Forefront of Education Reform

This article was published by the Hyde Foundation about the innovation and reforms going on in Memphis. I feel honored to be working in this city.

(Click the link below)

MEMPHIS Forefront of Urban Education

“They leave with a smile”

I was interviewed for Mississippi Public Radio just the other day, and I wanted to share the link with everyone.

http://www.mpbonline.org/news/story/hundreds-new-teachers-are-being-trained-delta

My fantastic teaching partner, in the picture of the article, was teaching Chemistry by playing trashketball.  The jerseys are quite classy!

Reflecting on the piece, my comment in text format is a good reflection of my scattered thoughts. In the audio clip, on the other hand, I think I ramble on enough to get a decent reflection of my TFA experience.

One thing I would like to clarify is that many students do come to class wanting to learn, and for me to generalize all student weren’t motivated was inconsiderate.  I just think when it comes to Chemistry, particularly summer school Chemistry, it usually takes a little more effort for students to be invested because of the rigor and the preconceived notions of a typical Chemistry class.


KIPP-notized

by Janessa Jordan

For the past three days, I (and my other 26 classmates) have been an active fly on the wall at the KIPP DIAMOND Academy new student orientation. All of the KIPP students attend school for two weeks in the summer, and the new KIPPsters, ranging from grade 5-8, have two extra days of orientation before the returners start summer school. On our first day of KIPP orientation, the air conditioning was broken, so 200 students, roughly 50 adults, and all of the admin staff was sitting in a hot, sticky, auditorium for four hours.  KIPP focuses heavily on structure, community, and consistency. For the first two days, all of the new students were directed to sit on the floor, in rows, SLANTing (Sit up, Listen, Ask and Answer questions, Nod, and Track the speaker), while practicing math, reading, social studies, and science problems with the teachers. All of the KIPP students are expected to come to school with their homework completed, with the heading written perfectly. If students come to school with incomplete homework or with incorrect heading, the students’ parents are contacted by the teachers and the students sit separately at lunch to finish their work–a “working lunch.” Students are even expected to line up silently and uniformly to the bathroom, waiting for the rest of their classmates to use the restroom, all while standing quiet and still, hands at their sides, looking ahead until the other 100 or so students finish their restroom break.

One of my personal teaching goals is to deconstruct the classroom, so as to let students become the beacons of their own learning, rather than solely regurgitating information from the authority figure (the teacher). I believe that students need to be taught to be self-disciplined, creative, and assertive, which I believe isn’t being taught in urban classrooms today. Furthermore, I believe that knowledge is a fluid entity that isn’t a mere nugget given from the teacher to the student, but rather an ongoing process of construction and transformation that combines experience with information–tension is the real root of learning. Thus, all of the structure and uniformity made me uncomfortable throughout the first two days. Why was it so important that the students sit on the floor without talking? Why were the students subject to long hours of sitting and engaging, SLANTing and working, all while being still? What were the students really learning from this experience other than to do something simply because an authority figure told them to?

Today was our third observational day. This was the first day that all of the returning KIPPsters came to school to join their classmates in summer school. As soon as I walked in, I was greeted by two smiling 8th grade KIPP students who welcomed me into their building. Their building. Later, the students all stood the chant the school’s mantra. I don’t remember the whole cheer, but the last part of it was a call and response where the teacher yelled, “Today is who’s day?” to which the students replied, “Our day!” “Who’s day?”

Our Day!

The students broke up into smaller learning academies for their academic classes and I was assigned to the sixth graders. Their writing assignment was to read the Memphis City School statistics regarding rates of graduation and college readiness.

67% graduate high school

24% enroll in college

6% of students are college-ready

Students were asked to respond to these statistics, choosing one, and responding as to why they believed these statistics were true. Then, students were asked to write about ways that they would make sure that all 100% of KIPPsters would graduate from high school, college ready, prepared to change the world.

6th graders.

These students are truly learning to own their school, their educations, and work to change their peace of the world. Although I haven’t given up my  deconstructionist philosophy, I’m looking forward to learning all the KIPP has to teach me about running a school of high expectations and high student achievement.

It’s official. I’ve been KIPP-notized.

Classroom Management

By Nate Reaven

The question of classroom management has become an issue lately at my summer school. I have always heard of classroom management as something to corral the animals.  I have heard classroom management as the fence surrounding the acceptable, and keeping the unacceptable out of reach. Now, while I just made that simile up, I think it adds value to what it means to have a well-managed classroom.

A fence with a hole will be exploited immediately by the animals inside. Similarly, if I create a hole in my classroom management, my students will exploit this until the end, sealing my downfall as a quality teacher immediately. If I treat one student with any hint of favoritism, or another student with any hint of personal dislike, my students will no longer trust me, and instead attempt to try me as a person, as oppose to challenging themselves as students.

For some reason this does not feel like the silver bullet that I am looking for in my classroom management. So often I have seen teachers fall victim to the “New Teacher Disease,” where they are only able to rule their classroom with discipline and negativity. Instead of praising students for intelligent answers, they will call out students for speaking out of turn or not raising their hands. They believe that a quiet classroom is a good classroom.

I have never really subscribed to this paradigm. I believe that students inherently want to succeed. True, it oddly seems to be cool to be unintelligent amongst urban youth these days, but I sincerely believe that when given the right motivation and finding the right teacher, that intelligence can be seen as the right path to go down. But a student cannot become a passionate learner in a quiet classroom.

Take a second. Think to yourself about the most excited you have ever been in a classroom. Were you silently reading or writing in a corner only academically and intellectually interacting with yourself? Were you listening to the teacher drone on about simple or complex sentences? Or were you instead working on a project? Were you in class interacting with a friend or two about how to make a volcano? Or, were you jumping out of your seat because of the way the teacher expressed their ideas?

I’m not sure what your answer was, but I would bet that it was probably during a time when you were using your hands, your body, your voice and your ability to express yourself. Not just writing down your thoughts and showing them to only your teacher.

Unfortunately, for those new teachers that have contracted the “New Teachers Disease,” this means that their classrooms need to be a tiny bit chaotic (if chaos can be tiny that is). And I welcome that. If my students are not yelling, they are not learning (okay, that might be a little hyperbolic, but wouldn’t that be more fun?).

I guess what I am trying to say is that you need to get your students excited about learning. If they are bored, they will act out. And then they will not be excited about anything except finding a way to get through that hole in your classroom management-fence.